Well its been a while.
So I haven’t wrote in my blog in a very long time its seems to be, I should work on that. Never seem to find the motivation to do that but here goes I’m just going to let it all out what has happened in the last few months since I’ve wrote. I think my last post was in June. So its been a while
I’ ll start with june. I dont remember too much other than, my dads birthday, I think I was still dating josh at the time. Wasnt doing much with myself other than working at Kwik Trip in Fox Lake. Living with my parents. Enjoying the simple life I guess you could say, started hanging out with matt, jamie and ryan agian. Just like the old days. They were so much fun! O what I would do to have that back again. I also remember the fireworks that month. They ended up getting cancelled after I drove em all down there. So we walked around for a while, enjoyed state street. Had Ice Cream, went through a few stores then I stubbed my toe. I didnt think it was bad just figured it was the usual thing, well no ah so much blood! At least the guy was nice enough to let us go in his bathroom in some art store to clean up and get it bandaged. Kudos to him and that store. No one prolly remembers this but I parked by my old house in madison. It brought back so many memories. I just wanna go back to living there. Its the first place I ever Lived on my own, soooo many memories there. And the people there, I hated em’ sometimes. But do I miss it.
Now onto July! What a great month! Well it started out with july 4th. For me it always brings back bad memories. Once I get past that I’m alright, I ended up working the early morning shift, and got to enjoy the whole day with the ex. I tried to sleep, but he ended up playing hte piano too loud and I couldn’t sleep, so I ended up super cranky. Then I worked on my birthday for ten friggin hours. Afterwards, Sam and josh came over. Well josh was dressed interestingly. And I was taken back by it, but wow I can still see it in my mind. Til this day. And later to find out he was going to propose to me but backed out three weeks earlier because of his college issues. Understanable. And glad he didnt. But me and sam spent the night together, watching movies doing nothing. Just like the good ole’ days. It was nice. A few days later me and josh went to visit my parents at their campsite. It was a fun day. I still remember most of it, going fishing, walking around, and the trout farm. O and the 6 mile walk that I wasnt warned about at Parnell Tower. Ha Such good times. On july 11th Ryan, Matt, Jamie and I went to Florida for a whole week! Now that was a fun week, going to Disney, seeing the sights, swimming everyday. Don’t get me wrong, we all faught for most of the trip. But thats a given. Some people aren’t meant to spend that much time together. As pissed as I was, I still enjoyed every minute of it. Our hosts who were Jamies Aunt and Uncle were so nice to us! We went and found the haunted tree, or something like that. Disney, got lost trying to find mcdonalds, got lost just trying to find wal-mart. Went out to eat and some nice places. And learned alot about my people who are now some of the greatest friends ever. After getting back I worked the next day. At 3am which sucked more than ever. Ugh I totally regret that. About a week after I got back from Florida, I started going fishing with Sherman and Melon. We did if for a while, which was nice. Then there was this brad guy who kept texting me for a while. Asking for pictures of me and just annoying me I thought. I figured he was just another creep out there who wouldn’t leave me alone. And just wanted booty from me. Boy was I wrong.
Near the end of July I finally worked up the guts to go and meet this mystery brad guy. I always wondered why he would never go out fishing with sherman. They always said he was drunk and had no job, I never knew what they meant til the first time I went over there. Now I met sherman at McDonalds, and followed him to brads place. When I first went there melon was there which was no big deal, I was cool with him. Now Cody was there too on the couch. I though O Boy, I shouldn’t be here. Me and him have a bad history. Too say the least. But its alright. We ended up playing poker and joking around, I wasn’t as shy as I thought it would be, but always looked at brad like wow he’s cute. But nothing else. He looked like a drunk lazy man to me. Hes 24 and I’m 19. A little bit of an age difference. But whatever, and he was too out there for me. He was crazy didn’t care what people thought of him. I liked that part of him. Shortly after meeting I spent the night at his place, we slept on a mattress, with no blankets or sheets. It was gross! I snuck out at like 7 that morning, too embaressed to actually talk to him. Because I thought he was just a lazy nasty pig. Boy was I wrong about that, so we still texted each other and started hanging out more and more. It was fun. But ya over the next month. I started to really like him. Staying over more and starting to get used to him. But his friends starting to come over less and less and I still think it was me that made them stop coming over. They put shit on my car, saran wrapped it and some other nasty stuff. But I stuck around. And I’m glad.
We started dating now. But now onto august. Moved to Madison at the end of the month. And from there just went down hill. Not to be speaked of. To end this short, cuz I’m getting sleepy, and need to get back to this stupid party. lol I’ll say more to this tomorrow maybe.
Toodles for now.
